This is my bestfriend, Syazwani Bte Rosman. Well, what Im gonna update about now is all about her. We've been bestfriend for about almost 5 years. We share stories, share our problems/secrets with each other. Yesterday, when we're having our lunch break, went outside school to lepak together with the other 2 girlfriends; Fifi & Azra. Wanie kept on saying that I've changed & we're like not as close as last time. Of course, I feel really upset when she said like that and when I kept quiet all the way, suddenly I broke down. I just don't know why. Maybe because I felt so sad. Yeahs, I really feel very sad at that point of time. I cried my hearts out to let everything out & Wanie kept on asking why I cried. Im sad because I feel that we're not as close as last time. Im sorry bestfriend :( Im sorry if I changed. I'll try to be my old me. I just miss all those time too. I still wanna be your bestfriend, I don't want to lose a bestfriend like you. It really hurts when you said that Im like not your bestfriend anymore. I realised my mistakes now, I hoped everything will get back to normal for now. Im happy to see you happy together with your SM. I can see that he's really a nice guy although I don't really know him. All the best with your SM aites dearest bestfriend! :)

Thanks to everyone who tried to cheer me up yesterday. When I enter the class yesterday after lunch, classmates kept on asking whats wrong with me. Farris asked whats wrong with me but I ignored him cos I just couldn't talk at that point of time. Sorry dude. But when I cool down a bit, Hazirah asked what happened & when I talk to her, I start crying back. I just don't know why I feel terribly sad. Thanks to my Abg Zul cos after talking to him, it makes me feel much better. (: