Date : Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Time : 10:06 PM
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Its been 4 days I didnt update my blog. Been very very busy with school & work and also that gendut is always playing the laptop that I didnt get the chance to touch this laptop. So many things happened for the past few days. Friday & Saturday; busy working. Sunday; went out with Hazirah to snap pictures of night shots for our assignments. Got to meet her twin sister; Haziqah & I had funs spending times with the twin. Talking to Haziqah is like talking to Hazirah. Lols. Yesterday; sch started at 1pm since Life Skills was cancelled in the morning. Cabut halfway for VP1 lesson since I feel so restless in the room. Cos the lesson is from 1pm till 6pm. At about 3pm when Mr Zhang gave us break, I went out of sch & proceed to Buona Vista to meet him. (: My group leader, Zul was mad at me. Sorry Zul, I won't do it anymore okay.

So, meet him at the usual place. & something happened yesterday. I knew that he was keeping something from me & so I forced him to tell me. I swear I was f-shocked & speechless when he told me about it. I kept quiet for abt 15 mins I guessed. Sorry for not talking cos I was really speechless that time. What do you expect right? I feel like crying in front of him but I just hold back my tears. I just can't think properly at that time cos I was sooo blank. I know you're reading this. Whatever it is, I still love you no matter what and I won't let you go. Cos I don't want to lose you. :( Now, I don't have any ideas why you're not replying to my messages. Haishhh, nvm. Lets just wait for your reply. I know all of you don't have any ideas what Im talking about, well I don't think there's a need for you all to know. :P Im just letting out what I feel here. I swear I was so terribly sad that I cried when Im going home yesterday cos I just can't control myself. For your info, we're not together yet. Before we're together, we quarrel a lot of times alrdy, I just don't understand why. Maybe it all starts from me? Just yesterday we quarrel when we meet. I don't know what's going to happen next. If can, I just want all this to stop & get things back to normal please. Im still waiting for your reply or for you to online but you're not.
Tomorrow no school for me since Mr Zhang is not in sch. Best or what. Yeayyyyness! Bdk2 class A, be jealous! Lols :D I want to meet him tomorrow, but we'll see how since he haven't reply my msgs yet till now. If not, I'll just stay at home for the whole day tmrw. Yeayyyy, tmrw can wake up lateeeeeee. Okay, goodnight peoples.